Memories ~

离开了一年~

2012-02-03T16:05:00.000Z

转眼就一年了，一年没回来这里。发生很多事情，开心的，失望的，伤心的都有。
这一年里，认识了很多人，有了很多的回忆，同时也认识了你。
很多时候觉得，如果我能早点遇到你，一切就会不一样了。

2011

2011-01-05T23:00:00.000Z

I dunno what should i do in this new year although i had set up my mind some new resolution, but thing always take my mood away.

I know i still care about her even i know she won't accept me as bf but juz friend. I still want to treat her good, do everything i can for her even i keep on telling myself we r juz friend.

I dunno what to do but only keep smile in front everyone especially be happy and act nothing in front her.

告诉自己从新开始，但身边总是有很多人事物不断地让我忆起过去

2010-11-25T03:55:00.001Z

The only reason everyone holds on to memories so tightly is because memories are the only things that dont change while everything and everyone else does.

This statement is so true. Time change everything.

莫名的寂寞失落在心里乱窜，只剩回忆不断盘旋在脑海里。
过去的画面历历在目，眼前的景色却再也找不回色彩，

只有白茫茫的雪花依旧准时降临；每年，从不间断，从不改变。

时间改变一切。

怨天怨地怨命运，到头来最该怨的却是自己。

Thanks....and Sorry

2010-11-11T19:01:00.002Z

谢谢你，也对不起；

谢谢你让我有了一个新生活，对不起给你添了很多麻烦。

suffering ~~

2010-10-26T23:14:00.001+01:00

cant focus on study..my mind keep on thinking of you ... haiz ... i miss you so much

Drunk

2010-10-24T20:41:00.002+01:00

feel to get drunk recently ... alcoholic ... drunk everyday

Hang out with housemate

2010-10-16T20:09:00.001+01:00

I was trying to let myself focus on other thing, other ppl to forget about you.
I think i din did it very well, but at least, i had a great time with my new housemate and new friend.
I enjoyed it, but juz feel a little bit upsad that you cant involve in my life anymore

Gym ! Study ! Hang out with housemate ! These are the thing i need to do and do it well from now on

Life without you : 3 week.

Back from Europe 1

2010-10-06T18:03:00.000+01:00

Had been visit to Pisa , Barcelona and Paris with yyk after my stage 2 resit exam. That was a great experience for me to travel around within European country. Nothing much to talk about, but just a 'summary' for whole 8 days trip, and also my first bag packer trip.

Pisa is a beautiful small town in Italy. I had been quite a lot famous place such as Leaning tower. I walked a lot while i was in Pisa because there is no metro/tube/subway at there. The hostel is nice and we have own bathroom and toilet in 4 people doom.

Barcelona is my favorite place in this trip. The weather is just nice, not colder as UK, and not hotter as Malaysia. A lot of people on street at night, not like Newcastle, only few restaurant open at night, and most people walking around newcastle city is going pub or club.

Paris, capital of France, has a lot famous attraction such as Eiffel tower, Louvre museum, 凯旋门 etc. The chinese food sell in paris is quite ok.. but i dunno why they sell as euro per 100g

oh yeah..i bought my hard rock cafe tee from barcelona and paris...and i had collect almost all of the collection.

Waiting and preparing for the next trip on Dec.

我还有机会重来吗？！

2010-10-04T19:24:00.000+01:00

我搞砸了一切，我真的不想这样的。
两个人明明认识，却比陌生人还陌生。
明明比其他人都要好，现在却行同陌路。

真的很后悔。。

我真的想有个机会让我改过，有个机会可以重修旧好

我连自己都救不了，还奢望什么~~

珍惜

2010-06-30T19:22:00.000+01:00

珍惜那些在乎你的人，别理那些浪费你时间的人 @ @

Back to Malaysia

2010-06-16T17:43:00.000+01:00

I'm back.
But everyone is busy for study and working.

好多年了，人事已非，留下的只剩回忆，破烂不堪的回忆。

感慨万分

London

2010-06-09T00:33:00.003+01:00

Yeah!

Finally i had finish my semester 2 exam for 2nd year degree and going to have around 3 and half month of summer holiday until end of Sep. But, still need to resit for those subject i have failed before and come back Newcastle on Aug.

I just back from a very short trip in London yesterday and have a lot of fun. Thanks Joanne for accompany us for the last day of our trip in London before she back to Malaysia.

Thanks Dicken accompany me to London as well, or else i have to travel alone and Joanne was not free at that time.

I was enjoy the London trip this few days and still missing the time when i was there.

The place i had been:

London Eye, Big Ben, Buckingham place (but i didn't went inside,bcoz i couldn't found the entrance =P ) , House of Parliament, China town, London Tower Bridge, Oxford street, New oxford street, New bond street, Hard Rock Cafe & Store.

Still have quite a lot of place i haven been such as the biggest shopping mall ~ westfield in London and will try to go more of them next time.

Will leave UK on this Thursday and back to Malaysia for about 2 month holiday.

Cya my friend. Will try to have gathering with you guys

p/s:

The Hanover Hotel30, St. Georges Drive, Victoria, London is suck ~~ anyone going to london...pls dun choose this hotel as your accommodation. We found spider on bed, and a lot of ants on table. The breakfast is worst, there probably only have bread and milk.

其实~~

2010-04-01T11:23:00.001+01:00

其实每个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。
其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。
其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。
其实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。
只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣

一個人久了，是會上癮的

2010-03-28T13:29:00.000+01:00

一個人久了，會懶得戀愛

一個人久了，朋友會越重要
一個人久了，會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了，電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了，就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了，對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了，除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了，會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了，會比以前更重視更愛父母，更重視親情
一個人久了，對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了，聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜，心裡多少還是會有些介意

一個人久了，會喜歡買很多無謂東西，帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了，會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了，愛情會變得越來越不重要，取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了，會越來越理性，越來越現實

總之，一個人久了，是很幸福的時光。。。

即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。

life

2010-03-09T15:24:00.002Z

1、如果发短信息给一个人，他一直不回，不要再发了。没有这么卑微的等待。

2、如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记。这是个好习惯。

3、如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样开心生活。

4、如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情，到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

5、如果可以不抽烟，别抽。如果可以不喝酒，别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现，如果只因一些人，那么我们别傻了，爱你的人不会让你难过的。

6、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默承受，这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

7、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。

8、宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人，这对两人都不公平，而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。

9、记住你喜欢的人的生日，包括你的家人，当然，还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓，你可以买精美的礼物，送给妈妈和爸爸。

10、闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐，翻阅几页好书，然后睡个懒觉，快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。

11、从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你？爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

13、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。

14、任何情况下，背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说，说好话。多个朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多。

15、允许偶尔看肥皂剧，但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发，但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话，但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时，记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事。

16、一定要有几个异性朋友，没有非分之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。

17、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

18、能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的，会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它。

19、不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭，解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内，先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事。

生活可以很复杂以可以很简单，我们不要总是活在忧伤和痛苦之中，爱自己多一点！不为一些不值得的事物而觉得生活总是那么的痛苦无助，人生的方向盘掌握在我们自己手里，有一天阳光大道等着我们走，放开自己，高傲的活着，只要自己幸福开心的，痛苦过去的伤就让他随风而去吧....告诉世界我们属于现在而不是过去！

2010 ~~

2010-01-21T01:31:00.003Z

终于考完试了，但多数是fail了. haiz

2010 过了21 天了，却也没干过什么.

还有4 天，就开始semester 2了，经过sem 1 的考试，

看来我要改变读书的方式了，不然真的不用毕业了。

‘ 临时抱佛脚 ’ 终于遇上 ‘对手’ 了。

这个用了将近10 年的 ‘利器’ 终于也宣告 ‘钝’ 了。

在这个‘地球’，火星的东西好像用不上。。。haha

22 岁了，还是一样没变。再不变，我就要发霉变和尚了.

你到底在哪里~~ 为什么总是找不到你~~ 兜兜转转21年~~结果还是回到原点~~

谁来救我？！

Christmas Dinner @ Yulia,Java and Sangita's House

2009-12-21T23:58:00.007Z

Last Wednesday, we went for a Christmas dinner at West Jesmond, and over night at there as well

Here is some pic of tht day ~

Boss no1

Mee

Egg

Chicken

Pie

We are underage, so...no alcohol ...haha....

There is some group photo

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Richard~22/12/09 12.06am

Winter

2009-12-21T23:32:00.017Z

17/12/2009

Newcastle 的第一场初雪，前一天晚上在朋友家过夜，17号才和joanne 走回来,走到一半突然发现下雪啦，起初还以为是灰尘。雪越下就越大。

view from joanne accommodation. can see the white color thing..it is snow.

回家拿了衣服和一些食物然后又去joanne's hous，因为隔天要去York.

Same view ..at night

we cook dinner together.

Rice

Tom Yam soup

Chicken

Dessert

Christmas Tree...

And, tht was wat we did at tht night~~~

There are alot name had been write on snow,and i already post on my fb.

This is the hand tht playing snow with a non-water proof glove ( Joanne's hand )

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Wish everyone good luck in year2010

Richard~21/12/09 11.51pm (uk time)

no one ......

2009-11-12T21:47:00.001Z

seem no one was reading my blog...then y i still wan to continue writing blog leh....sien

tired

2009-11-10T19:30:00.002Z

Weather is getting colder than ever , and i become weakness than ever too ~ lol ~
what the hell is going on ~ tired and lazy everyday ~

Hope can recover soon ~

God Bless

Nothing to write about~

2009-11-02T11:22:00.002Z

Didn't come back here about 1 month dy, nth special .

Juz finish CMB2003 Molecular Medicine in-course EMI exam last week,

not did well, i did about 50% wrong in the EMI computer exam~ shit ~

Joanne didn't did good in exam as well.

So sad ~

But then, it just cover 10% in this CMB2003 module which cover Approaches to Molecular Medicine and Cell&Membranes Transport( Hate this !!! ) in Semester 1, so everything should be ok,

and hope will getting better soon.

Try to over it ~

Now, start a new module CMB2002 Cell & Molecular Biosciences, which cover Cell signalling and Gene expression. And it will have about 33 lecture and finish within 2 and half week...WTF !!!

After finish this module, will begin the lecture on CMB2004 ( Infectious Disease: The immune response and anti-microbial chemotherapy) and.....it also finish within 2 and half week.... Really KNS ...Damn Rush....

Anyway, 1 month winter holiday is coming soon...should enjoy and prepare the Final exam at January

Take care ~

2nd day @ here

2009-09-17T21:22:00.011+01:00

i was finding her for almost 1 day..and finally....she appear ~ haha

richardson road~ in front joanne's acccommodation~

BBC

cow

field ~

one of the campus building

traffic light ~

alot of car park like this beside the road..but no saman de~~

on the way back to St.Mary

15/09/2009 @ KLIAhere is some photo of tht day at airport

2009-09-16T22:23:00.012+01:00

The First day in newcastle

2009-09-16T22:02:00.002+01:00

1205, finally arrive , wait about half an hour to check in, after tht we go accommodation.
Joanne is different with me, so we got in different bus. and ..since tht time..i didnt contact with her, and cant find her. i think she also cant find me too....so..hope she is fine now....hope can see her soon lah...haha....

After settle the accommodation, i walk with a china girl( dunno her name yet ) to find a way to main campus, and i was so surprise tht even newcastle ppl dunno where is newcastle university !!! wat the fuck !!!! i better get a gps as soon as possible.

we meet another girl who's name Katie , from Russia, but stay at Japan since long time ago, while we finding the way.

After we found the registration center, i settle all my registration and student card, and then had a dinner with Katie in Goose.

The weather here is totally cold ~ , 2pm in the afternoon is the most hottest time within one day....but it already cold like genting. and now 9pm ...i am wearing the jacket and dun wan to bath , stay inside the room.....is onli 7 degree celsuis .

somemore, i think i am the first 1 register for my flat, onli me stay here..other 4 room are empty.
sad, hope tml will have other roommate soon~~

GOD ! HELP ME ! I AM COLD !

成长的代价

2009-08-15T12:34:00.002+01:00

2006年5 月某日，受到一封sms，是I send 的，很奇怪对吧，那时候的我和I虽然同班了2年多，但还不算很熟，very surprise she will msg me. Tht is the start between me and she. we become friend, very good friend, sms everyday, chat everyday, chat watever can chat, 无所不谈. 但 this kind of relationship 只维持了一年多. 一直到现在，只是普通朋友。

说真的，这段日子是我最开心的日子。活了20年，难得有个人可以谈心，彼此可以分享心事，在彼此面前可以不用保留，想哭就哭想笑就笑。但~~现在，我016 的号码已经没能像以前一样，每一分钟都有sms，一天可以有400多封sms.

这些都是拜成长所赐，沦为成长的代价。
人为何要成长？

成长的同时，失去了单纯，换来了现实。

Qihao's party

2009-06-29T00:37:00.002+01:00

Qihao Happy Birthday !

juz went for qihao party last night, everybody was get drunk together, especially Regene ( si yen) and mosmos too. Qihao's mum also join us together. haha .

anyway, 开心就好.
but seem someone is unhappy and drinking beerand wine like drinking water.

I got nothing to say. Haha.

Take care...there is alot ppl around u , worry about u and really care about u.
All the best

Transformer 2 -Revenge Of The Fallen .. yeah!

2009-06-29T00:32:00.002+01:00

yeah !!! finally it release...watching premier class at Garden GSC signature at wed night (24/6) with Travis they all...Megan Fox is HOT!!!!!

two day after tht...watching @ jusco bukit tinggi with sjang them again....haha.....

and now, seem sen haven watch, planning to watch again. Am i crazy ? i think so...haha....

anyway, my ielts result ....suck..if anything happen....may be not going uk dy....haiz.....hope i can go

la...good luck to me.....

work

2009-06-14T15:29:00.002+01:00

wanna start my 1st work joh.. but still haven prepare...sien....tired.....
need to buy black shirt black pants and black shoe...
and.....1 hour onli rm4....kns....
anyway...juz earn the working experience ..
and class also going to start at next week...
hmm...will become quite busy than last 2 month

anyway.. sleep first....

no title

2009-06-14T04:56:00.002+01:00

juz finish ielts exam yesterday...scare the writing and speaking test..hope i can get in the uni...haha...good luck to me...
may start working tml lo....hoho...my 1st time work..haha...hope everything can go very well....

good luck and take care everyone ....!!!

21st birthday with high school friend

2009-04-13T18:17:00.019+01:00

last Saturday @ telephone

ppl who attend : sj,sen,cz,yihong,jason,jin yun,bola,cow,ccp and me
thx for my friend to celebrate my birthday with me
cow stop eating dy..sien!!1 playing hp, 1 looking at camera

lao da and ccp

jason and jinyun

bola,wat r u looking for? cz ?

lala jian

hoho, we finish all lala to make lala jian

wat is sj doing?

lao da

eat lo

jason and jin yun again

ccp and czlee

yack...wat is this? hehe.....

cow

bola

after finish the cake

me and bola

leng lui lo

jason

sjang

ccp

sunway dai lou

czlee

sen

sen & yihong

Bill

going to second round --> sunway red box

me and bola again

in the room 11 .. --> 11/4 at room no.11..so chun ah

sj and yihong

ccp ,wat u laughing for?

singing

ccp's eye look like having drug..hoho

sj kisiao liao

cz damn high tht night

bola ( oil oil )

lao da quickly choose ur song lah

wah, dun cry leh

sen, y u wan to hide ?

wat is sj doing ?

4.20am at one of the lift in pyramid... leng lui going back lo....

haha...
sleep lah

21st birthday at Full House

2009-04-13T16:27:00.012+01:00

Last Friday was my birthday and we actually go to Full house having a dinner
with my college friend
-- >Travis,qihao,chen err, fatty ,joanne and qi shun
thx alot
hehe
Full House @ NZX @ Ara Damansara

mini copper !!
fatty zen beside me ..wuwuwu

chen err and me

Qihao and chen err

and this is wat i got !!

起点

2009-04-12T05:24:00.000+01:00

Hello everyone . I am here. 不知道为什么最近那么多朋友突然开始写blog了，我之前也有写过一些，但都不长久。哈哈
Anyway, this a place that allow me to write anything when i free and boring.