离开了一年~

转眼就一年了，一年没回来这里。发生很多事情，开心的，失望的，伤心的都有。
这一年里，认识了很多人，有了很多的回忆，同时也认识了你。
很多时候觉得，如果我能早点遇到你，一切就会不一样了。

2011

I dunno what should i do in this new year although i had set up my mind some new resolution, but thing always take my mood away.

I know i still care about her even i know she won't accept me as bf but juz friend. I still want to treat her good, do everything i can for her even i keep on telling myself we r juz friend.

I dunno what to do but only keep smile in front everyone especially be happy and act nothing in front her.

告诉自己从新开始，但身边总是有很多人事物不断地让我忆起过去

The only reason everyone holds on to memories so tightly is because memories are the only things that dont change while everything and everyone else does.

This statement is so true. Time change everything.

莫名的寂寞失落在心里乱窜，只剩回忆不断盘旋在脑海里。
过去的画面历历在目，眼前的景色却再也找不回色彩，

只有白茫茫的雪花依旧准时降临；每年，从不间断，从不改变。

时间改变一切。

怨天怨地怨命运，到头来最该怨的却是自己。

Thanks....and Sorry

谢谢你，也对不起；


谢谢你让我有了一个新生活，对不起给你添了很多麻烦。

suffering ~~

cant focus on study..my mind keep on thinking of you ... haiz ... i miss you so much

Drunk

feel to get drunk recently ... alcoholic ... drunk everyday

Hang out with housemate

I was trying to let myself focus on other thing, other ppl to forget about you.
I think i din did it very well, but at least, i had a great time with my new housemate and new friend.
I enjoyed it, but juz feel a little bit upsad that you cant involve in my life anymore

Gym ! Study ! Hang out with housemate ! These are the thing i need to do and do it well from now on

Life without you : 3 week.